Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Simplicity isn’t Simple


           What does it mean to live in simplicity?  According to Foster, simplicity is not only about the outward lifestyle of wearing clothes that are simple, rejecting items that could become addicting, and speaking truths all the time.  Instead, it is “an inward reality that results in an outward life-style” (79).  This means that simplicity can be looked at as a way of life all of the time.  It means constantly checking oneself to see how much a person is influenced by the values and trends of culture.  However, simplicity is NOT meant to be a map to the jolly fun times of asceticism.  Quite the opposite.  By practicing simplicity, we are meant to seek first the kingdom of God (inward practice) which will bring about the outward expressions mentioned above.
            For this week, my goal was to practice the inward reality of simplicity.  I wanted to rid myself of the anxiety that will cripple the inward life of simplicity.  In order to do this, I wanted to be convicted that my life is a gift by thinking of things that I am thankful for, know that God cares for and sustains me in every area of my life and the lives of others, and have a willingness to give of myself to others.  At first, I thought that this would be relatively easy.  However, as the days started to melt away because of the busyness of life, I would realize at different times that I didn’t really think that I was practicing the discipline of simplicity well.  You see, I am a person that enjoys having strict guidelines to follow, almost a checklist of sorts.  Instead, this week was more of a reflection upon my life and the active meditation upon my day to day life.  Without setting strict guidelines for myself, the discipline of simplicity was somewhat lost in the days that I attempted to practice it.
              Looking back at the past days, I have to realize that I didn’t totally fail in the area of practicing inward simplicity.  For example, at a Christmas party that I attended – I know, I know…WAY too early for those shindigs – I was overwhelmed with thankfulness at the family that God has provided for me.  God showed me His love and care in those moments by giving me a bigger perspective and glimpse into what community really looks like.  Another example is the reminder that I got every time I walked out my door.  On the other side of the hall, my dorm neighbors have a white board on their door that currently asks the question, “So what has God done for you today?”  People have been writing their responses to this question and these answers have been wonderful reminders to know that everything that I have is a gift.
            So far, this has been probably the most difficult disciplines for me to practice.  However, I did enjoy taking random times throughout my day by just thinking about how much God has blessed me and sustained me even in circumstances that I would not consider a joy.  I really learned a lot about how I continue to put things that are less important before God but, at the same time, how God continues to pursue me.  As it turns out, simplicity is not so simple after all!

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